So I am sitting here waiting on my lode class’s to load and thinking. She leaves Wednesday. It’s tearing me to bits. When I am with her there is no anxiety, there is no feeling lonely. And to not be with her is so upsetting. It will be harder this time, for I have no clue when I will see her again, it could be a month or it could be the end of May. It’s scaring me to death. I am not complete without her.